Forbidden ?

​If ?
There is no answer.
Not yes neither no.
Maybe surrendering without a second thought.

​I would be afraid of course.
You and me.
The after.
How many “after” aren’t destroyed by the strongest “now”?
But If?
There would be no answer.
Only quitting.
Acceptance from curiosity
for the competition of your daring
with mine.
It’s not impossible, I know.
And it’s so easy, you know.
A lightning and a thunder are enough. 
I can imagine the fire.
And then the smell of the ash.
But if...?
Could you pretend you didn’t mean it?
And could I pretend I could avoid it?
If there was an If
it would trap me
Because I would have no answer.
Nor resistance.
Only surrendering without second thought.
If.....

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